LETS GET ONE THING STRAIGHT....I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR PEOPLE. I HAVE NEVER TOLD PEOPLE HOW TO RUN THEIR LIVES. WHY SHOULD I LET PEOPLE DO THAT TO ME. I'M NOT GOING TO ALLOW PEOPLE TO TELL ME HOW TO RUN MY LIFE AND MAKE DECISIONS FOR ME. YES, MY FIANCE STARTS SOME PRETTY FUCKING STUPID ARGUMENTS, BUT I AM NOT GOING TO ALLOW THAT TO STOP ME. I LOVE THE MAN AND I DO WANT TO MARRY HIM. PEOPLE FIGHT. PEOPLE ARGUE. WHY SHOULD THIS BE ANY DIFFERENT? I HAVE KNOWN THE MAN FOR 6 YEARS AND WE HAVE NEVER FOUGHT. YES, I REALIZE THAT WE HAVEN'T BEEN TOGETHER FOR 6 STRAIGHT YEARS, BUT WHY SHOULD THAT MATTER? WHY SHOULD I LET THAT DETER ME FROM MARRYING HIM? IF YOU CANNOT SUPPORT ME THAN I WILL SHOW YOU THE DOOR. I WILL BE MORE THAN HAPPY TO LET IT SLAM YOU IN THE ASS AS YOU WALK OUT OF IT. YOU WILL NOT BE THE ONE TO MAKE THE DECISION FOR ME. SOMETIMES THERE ARE BUMPS IN THINGS THAT YOU HAVE TO WORK OUT IN ORDER TO MAKE A RELATIONSHIP BETTER. IF ARGUING IS THE ONLY WAY YOU KNOW HOW TO DO IT, FINE! SOMETIMES ITS THE SAME PETTY ARGUMENT. AND THAT IS JUST WHAT IT IS, PETTY!
ANYWAY, WHAT I AM TRYING TO SAY IS, FOR ONCE I AM GOING TO TAKE CHARGE OF MY LIFE AND MAKE MY OWN DECISONS. I AM NOT GOING TO LISTEN TO ANYONE. I AM GOING TO FOLLOW MY HEART. IF THIS ISN'T WHAT I AM SUPPOSE TO BE DOING THEN I'M NOT GOING TO DO IT. UNTIL THEN THERE IS NOTHING STOPPING ME FROM MARRYING THIS MAN. PEOPLE FIGHT AND THAN THEY GET OVER IT. THAT'S JUST HOW IT IS. I'M JUST ASKING THAT PEOPLE SUPPORT ME IN ANY DECISION THAT I MAKE. IF YOU CAN'T THEN I AM SORRY THAT YOU FEEL THAT WAY. FOR ONCE THIS IS GOING TO BE ABOUT ME! I AM GOING TO TAKE ACTION OF MY LIFE. I AM TAKING BACK MY LIFE! ANYONE WHO DOESN'T AGREE CAN GO FUCK THEMSELVES. THE END!
