Hello again. Yes, it IS time for another late night blog. I don't nearly blog enough, but there is something that's really been bugging me and I need to get it off my chest. So, here goes nothing.
Recently I feel that I've been "expecting" too much from people. I am ALWAYS there for people. I stay up to all hours trying to help people, yet when I have an issue I feel as though that people suddenly have "better things to do" and do not have the time to do the same for me. Sorry, I am not a dumping ground. You cannot expect me to be there for you and than not be there for me. I am not as strong as I may seem. I need JUST as much help as the next person. And sorry, but when I am telling you something "damn" and "that sucks" does nothing. It does not make me feel better. It makes me feel that you would rather be doing other things then listening to my problems. So, from now on when I say that something is wrong just tell me that you don't want to hear it and I will "gladly" go to another form of communication and find someone that actually want's to listen to me. Or I will just write about it hear and make you feel like shit because you are the worst friend ever! I feel like this is a good time to mention that this ISN'T directed towards any one person. This is for the several assholes in my life that always want MY help and NEVER want to help me. THANK YOU! It really means a lot to me that people I thought were my friends could really care less. So, please go back to your regularly scheduled programs and your "better things to do" and don't even bother listening to my problems. I have now learned NOT to expect too much from the people in my life.
On a side note: thank you to the ones that ARE always there for me. Know that you are few and far between.
AR
